"Can't wait to tell Mom about this one..."

problem is, i can't tell her - at least not in a face-to-face way, like i want to do. it just doesn't seem real that she's gone - 57 is far too young.

alas, i'm muddling through, day by day, one step at a time...wish i had that magical remote control that could >>FFWD>> through some of this crap...